I am sitting here the second morning of peak week, processing all I have come through, all I have learned, and the progress I have made. This is my third prep to date, six months of eating clean, no alcohol, no dairy, no sugars minus the cheats after shows that I can count on one hand. What has this experience taught me? Where do I go from here? What do I do with all I have learned? How and where do I start to make this bigger? Am I capable of really focus' my energy on making this more? These are all things I sit here and wonder.
Really there is so much I can do, so many places I can go from here. The truth, unfortunately, is up to this point I have had many dreams, plenty of great ideas! My problem, I have trouble focusing in on one thing at at time and finishing through. I think this is why competing has been such a great experience for me, it has taught me that I do have the power to finish something if I really set my mind to it! It has not been easy, competing takes up so much time and money that I have had to really only focus on that, but because I did that I followed through! Now that I have done that I want to move forward and take this skill to other parts of my life. I know I can do this, now its decided which of my dreams I move on to next. I still have two weeks of competition prep to focus on so right now I am only freeing myself up enough to think, process and reflect on it all. I know my next step is to get pen to paper, start writing out goals, and tackle them one at a time.
Where do I go from here? I relax, give myself time and talk to myself the way I talk to my clients, I have a lifetime to tackle my dreams and visions. I pace myself! Progress not perfection :)
LT
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